Tuesday, December 10, 2019

MUSIC: Was Kurt Cobain Murdered By A Satanic Cult?

Was Kurt Cobain Murdered By "The Mentors"?
Was the suicide of Nirvana front man Kurt Cobain really a murder from a Satanic Black Metal cult from Norway? 

Or more specifically, done by the Satanic Cult Of Anton Lavey from California working with the Heavy Metal band "The Mentors" in Seattle along with the Black Metal band Mayhem from Norway?

Admitted Nirvana heroin dealer Eldon "El Duce" Hoke (deceased) from the Seattle based band "The Mentors" had stepped forward in the 1990's and claimed that Courtney Love from the band Hole had offered him $50,000 to kill Kurt Cobain to which he said no, because he was out on tour.

He said that he had referred the job to "Allan Wrench" someone he knew from Seattle who Eldon Hoke claimed to be a hit man and heroin dealer. 

Eldon Hoke from the band "The Mentors" which was actually heroin dealers in Seattle he claimed that sold heroin to members of the band Hole and that he knew Courtney Love and that his roommate had dated a member of Hole and sold them heroin meaning for Kurt Cobain from Nirvana.

Hoke claimed that "The Mentors" was a band from Seattle made from selling Heroin to Courtney Love and Nirvana and then they started releasing "heavy metal albums" while drug dealing to Nirvana.

After the death of Kurt Cobain Hoke went on shows like Jerry Springer, Donahue and Hard Copy to promote his band "The Mentors" and claiming that Courtney Love offered him $50 thousand dollars to kill Kurt Cobain and he thought that was a lot of money.

Shortly after his television appearances Hoke was hit by a train in California and decapitated. 

Hoke had implicated his friend "Alan Wrench" in the murder of Kurt Cobain to which Wrench admitted on video camera. He said that he would go to Kurt Cobain's house and get him high on heroin while holding him like a baby with his hand on the gun until he pulled the trigger to make it look like a suicide and that he was a hit man and did it for $50 thousand dollars claiming he would never get caught.

Alan Wrench also said that Courtney Love was going around offering people $50 thousand dollars on a regular basis to do what she wanted and that she was trying to hire someone to kill Kurt Cobain a similar story to the suicide of Dead from the Norway band Mayhem and the murder of Black Metal Guitarist "Euronymous" also from the band Mayhem as documented in the movie "Lords Of Chaos".  

This is putting into question was vocalist Dead from Mayhem also killed in the same manner as Kurt Cobain as described in a video by Alan Wrench. In Norway, the suicide and murder was done by a "Satanic Cult" that followed Anton Lavey's Satanic Church in California at the same time as the death of Kurt Cobain.

The connection is that The Mentors were also in California at the same time playing in Heavy Metal while dealing heroin to Nirvana the location of Anton Lavey's "Church Of Satan".

"The Mentors" were also in the same Heavy Metal scene with Norway Black Metal band Mayhem who followed Anton Lavey which could have been the same followers in the band "The Mentors" at the "Church Of Satan" and that the Satanic Cult from Norway in Black Metal who actually did murder people may be the same followers of the Satanic Church in California around the band "The Mentors" who have claimed they murdered Kurt Cobain with hit man "Alan Wrench" and Eldon Hoke from the band "The Mentors".

Hoke claims he was on tour at the time but the band wears masks so you don't know for sure if he was actually with them.

The Black Metal Satanic Cult from Norway who murdered probably ten people including Mayhem band leader Euronymous also might have murdered Kurt Cobain to "kill grunge music" like they had done in Norway to Euronymous in Black Metal for the Church of Satan from Anton Lavey.

Testimony has said that Kurt Cobain was buying heroin in downtown Seattle from members of the band "The Mentors" and that he had a hotel room downtown that he stayed at when he was doing and buying heroin.

People said that he had stayed there alone while on heroin and that in the days leading up to his death he was reported missing by Courtney Love who had pretended to be his mother to cancel his credit cards. 

The cards were reactivated and then used by other people around Seattle after his death. 

The question is was "Alan Wrench" hired to kill Kurt Cobain from people connected to the Church Of Satan in California and the Black Metal murders in Norway through the metal scene with the band "The Mentors".

The connection is that Dave Grohl was not an original member of Nirvana and did not play on their first album "Bleach" and had connections to the Heavy Metal scene with Eldon Hoke of the Mentors. Dave Grohl would later collaborate with many members of the Heavy Metal scene on music projects like where the Norway Black Metal murders happened connecting him to the Norway scene with The Mentors.

They also said that Kurt Cobain was disbanding Nirvana because he was sick from an illness and touring too much and needed a rest plus he was using heroin.  He then said he did not want to play Lollapalooza which they were going to get millions of dollars for and Courtney Love wanted the money, then Hoke from "The Mentors" said she was offering money to kill Kurt Cobain to the heroin dealers in Seattle.

Kurt Cobain apparently was also divorcing Courtney Love while disbanding Nirvana and she along with Dave Grohl would be getting no settlement from him for Nirvana, then they wanted the Lollapalooza money.

After Kurt Cobain's death, Grohl and Love both got "settlements" from Nirvana and he launched the Foo Fighters similar to what Mayhem had done in Norway at the same time off the death of Euronymous.

Police investigators say that there are no cases in the police records of a similar circumstance of the death of Kurt Cobain.

Forensic pathologists had ruled that Kurt Cobain was too high on heroin to commit suicide with a shotgun...and that the police never had any cases of that.

There were also no finger prints on the shotgun that killed Kurt Cobain suggesting that they were possibly wiped off by accident and they never put his hand back on the gun.

This would confirm the story of "Alan Wrench" that said he held Kurt Cobain like a baby making him take heroin until he got him to squeeze the trigger on the gun...this was a mistake.

By the time "Wrench" got Kurt Cobain to pull the trigger investigators say as claimed by "Wrench" Cobain was "too high" to be able to pull the trigger from an overdose of heroin suggesting that he was shot by "Wrench" while holding him in a suicide position on the gun and that "Wrench" did not know there was too much heroin in him and he messed up the murder potentially as a hit man because they were high on heroin when they did it.

Two months later the former bass player from Hole who was a friend of Kurt Cobain's was also found dead of an overdose in similar circumstances.


Tuesday, December 3, 2019

Notes: Was The Black Metal Inner Circle From The Church Of Satan?

Was the Norway Black Metal scene founded by followers of Anton Lavey from the actual Church of Satan?

Anton Lavey brags that his "Satanic Church" also used Norse and Pagan practices from the Norway region which they included in Satanic Rituals in the "Church Of Satan" founded by himself.

Remember, Anton Lavey did not invent Satanism he only started a Satanic Church and Cult and wrote the "Satanic Bible" a book about his ideology of Satanism and is not an actual reference book.

That was in the 1960's, King Diamond would be one of the early followers of The Satanic Church which is what he says, the later generation would be the Norway Black Metal Scene.

Does that mean that since the Norway Black Metal scene were actual murderers and criminals, was that set from the actual "Satanic Music" from the Church of Satan?

Also remember that they say Norway Black Metal was the "second wave" of Black Metal after Venom and Bathory, however Mayhem was also included since 1987 with Bathory.  The actual Mayhem story could have been from the Church Of Satan and is bigger than Bathory because it is founded at the same time and created a whole music scene which is much larger than Bathory.

At the same time they are saying in old radio interviews that member's of Mayhem have gone missing, committed suicide and then were murdered  perhaps by the Church Of Satan in Norway in the Black Metal Inner Circle.

Events around the Church Of Satan founded by Anton Lavey need to be examined for criminal activity in the music business....Could the Church Of  Satan also have killed Kurt Cobain?

All at the same time with the bands Possessed, Death, Mayhem and Nirvana also share similar stories. 

In all cases the founders of the music were either shot or died leaving their music scenes to other people, Possessed left there's to Death for the invention of "Death Metal", Mayhem's was transferred to all other Norway Black Metal bands and Nirvana was handed to Foo Fighters and Courtney Love.

Not only that Dave Grohl from Foo Fighters/ Nirvana also has ties to the Death Metal and Black Metal scene and has worked with many Heavy Metal musicians on collaboration projects.

This leaves us the question...did Anton Lavey's Satanic Cult the "Church Of Satan" kill Kurt Cobain, Dead and Euronymous with the Black Metal Inner Circle and the Church Of Satan in the United States and Norway?


Saturday, November 30, 2019


Lords Of Chaos The Movie
This movie the "Lords Of Chaos" is super taking off right now, I am telling you this is one of my favorite movies. It makes you feel like you are right there in the record store with them in the Death Metal scene, like it's like walking right into a record store and seeing all this Heavy Metal stuff up on the wall.

The Director Jonas Akerlund  says he was in the Black Metal band Bathory and was their original drummer. What they mean is Jonas Akerlund played "additional drums" on the first Barhory demo from 1983.

Obviously, as everyone knows the original Bathory albums were a one man solo project...to get started they did the band as a solo artist who performed all instruments. Then apparently, they used Jonas Akerlund with his "hollywood connections" of today along with an additional bass player to add "extra drums and bass" tracks to the Bathory 1983 demo.

What they are saying is that they hired a producer to help finish the demo from the music business and the guy they used was Jonas Akerlund who put additional drum tracks on top of the actual Bathory drums to give it a more commercial sound.

After this, Bathory was signed to Polygram in Canada and released on the original Banzai Records from Montreal.

Of course, in other countries the Bathory albums were released under smaller record labels but in Canada all the small labels were released directly through Polygram a way larger record deal than in other countries and where the music hit the "MTV category" playing videos like Celtic Frost and Venom on Much Music and in the United States on MTV. 

Now this is super important information about Mayhem from "Lords Of Chaos" the Movie.

Mayhem from "Lords Of Chaos" is the 1980's band Mayhem that came out with Bathory.

Like this...Mayhem came out in 1987 with the band Bathory, their style is like Bathory but faster drums and they added the blast beat.

That is a different band than Mayhem today, except some members of their lineup played on some of the releases at different times in the past...that line up is after 1995.

That is like saying Bathory in 1995....the band had broken up from the 1980's, that is the same thing as Mayhem from the movie only after 1995 Mayhem was a different band now.

Mayhem played from 1984 - 1994 and their last and biggest album was  "De Mysteriis Dom Sathanas", however...the band had an extensive catalog before that record came out of smaller releases...that band never got signed to Polygram like Bathory did...that is the "invention" of Norway Black Metal.

What they mean is it's like Jonas Ackerlund who played additional drums on the first Bathory demo kept using the name Bathory later when Quarthon died who owned Bathory, like Jonas Ackerlund could have kept going and keeping the name, that is what Mayhem playing today is.

Here is a sample of Bathory - "Demos 1983-84" which is the recording with Jonas Ackerlund on it...what they are meaning about this is Bathory hired a producer to finish the record and get on Polygram. That is where Jonas Ackerlund takes credit for being in Bathory, like from thier "studio produced" demos to first get started - like they went out and spent money on it.

BATHORY - DEMOS 83-84 featuring Jonas Ackerlund director of "Lords Of Chaos":

Mayhem - "Deathcrush" was released in 1987 at the same time as Bathory's "Under The Sign Of The Black Mark".

So Mayhem from the movie "Lords Of Chaos" is the 1980's Black Metal band......that band is like Bathory from Sweden and Mayhem which was from Norway.

Euronymous like Quarthon from Bathory ran the band himself and was their record label and released his own albums. That is the "invention" of the Norway Black Metal sound from Euronymous band promotion that he ran releasing his own albums directly from the band Bathory.

On top of that, Necrobutcher from Mayhem has come out and said that he was also going to the apartment to kill Euronymous and take his band promotion with Varg Virkenes and them.

This opens the question...what else is the "Black Metal Inner Circle" hiding and are they responsible for the murder of Dead or was it really suicide?

That group of people burned down like fifty churches in Norway and are responsible for like ten murders or something. Then they said that that was all run by Euronymous out of his record label with a bunch of band members. 

They said that Euronymous set up the "Norway Black Metal Scene"...and then they ran the inner circle out of his record store, burned down fifty churches and murdered ten people. 

Now in question is did they lure Dead out into the woods and hold him hostage and force him to kill himself with the Black Metal Inner Circle so they could become famous of his death and then using a photo of the suicide as an album cover that was distributed on a Bootleg Mayhem Live Album starting in 1995.

The Black Metal Inner Circle is in an oath of secrecy about their activities and they may have set Dead up to kill him also using Euronymous and then also kill Euroynmous who ran the operation out of his record label and take his record label stuff, after this they launched Black Metal off it from Norway with bands like Emperor, Darkthrone and Thorns.

Not only that TWO PEOPLE not one by himself Varg were convicted of killing Euronymous.

Snorre W. Ruch known as Blackthorn was also convicted of killing Euronymous along with Varg Virkenes and served eight years in prison.

Necrobutcher has also just come out and said he was also going to kill him along with Varg and Blackthorn.

Is that what they did to Dead and make it look like a suicide?

Mayhem - "De Mysteriis Dom Sathanas" was the last album of the 1980's band Mayhem that came out with Bathory.

Mayhem's 1987 album "Deathcrush" you can tell is running a huge music production or label on the record which Euronymous ran himself, that was why they killed Euronymous - to take his heavy metal label.


Not only that Euronymous says in a radio interview something like Varg said it was worth it to do the jail time to get the band out for committing a crime to get in the news, then he was murdered by Varg and they tried to take his record label material.

Now listen to this....at the time of the murder of Euronymous Blackthorn was the Guitar Player in Mayhem along with Varg on bass.

So by the time Euronymous was murdered Blackthorn was their new guitar player...then Blackthorn and Varg murdered him to take the band.


Like this...Euronymous ran a huge metal promotion and knew Bathory and them in Sweden at the same time and then they may have lured Dead out into the woods to be killed by the Black Metal Inner Circle to make it look like he killed himself.

Then after this Varg and Blackthorn took over on bass and guitar in Mayhem and then they murdered Euronymous to shut him up about setting up the record business for the inner circle, which they stole from him to launch the other bands, and stole his music and band stuff...which is the invention of Norway Black Metal with Quarthon from Bathory in Sweden.

That means that Quarthon invented Black Metal in Sweden then Euronymous working in the music business invented Norway Black Metal, where they were real satanists burning down churches and killing people.

After this the Black Metal Inner Circle owned the invention and the business that invented "True Norwegian Black Metal" which was created by Dead and Euronymous.

Mayhem's original material is pretty extensive about six releases between 1986 and 1995.

The best recording of the original band Mayhem with Euronymous and Dead on the album is supposed to be the two song single Mayhem - "Freezing Moon / Carnage" recorded in 1990.



Friday, November 29, 2019

Why Plate Tectonics Shows Carbon Dating Is Wrong

Plate Tectonics Proves Carbon Dating Wrong
This is an explanation on why carbon dating may not be correct in science, the answer is because of plate tectonics.

Plate Tectonics or Continental Drift is the planets process of moving the land around, sometimes entire continents are on the ocean floor and then resurface later.

This is a fact that there have been past formations of the planets continents like on Pangaea when the world was one continent. 

In fact this has happened an infinite amount of times to humans, this is a short example of how Plate Tectonics proves Carbon dating wrong. 

The reason...the ground uncovered in the continents has been smashed and mixed by the planet an uncountable amount of times...meaning the rock formations that are hard today have been "sifted" by the planet and contain rocks from all previous land formations.

When they date a core sample, that is "linear test" of the samples in the dirt to determine age...however the land has been sifted, meaning that the samples contain dirt from other past land formations that are unaccounted for by carbon dating.

Carbon dating pinpoints a fossil in the land record with a match on the plate tectonics data sheet to compare the age of the fossil with a specific known land formation in the fossil record.

However, the land has been sifted or smashed from plate tectonics making the fossil record unreadable, when they find a land sample to compare to the fossil the land sample is a "block" with a similar matching pattern.

They are saying that this is a "fixed block" of the planets continent with a date on it by it's compounds. 

However, the fossil match is only one sample in the "block" found of the planets crust. This block also contains many other samples of older rock because the ground has been sifted by the planet.

I mean they are only matching the fossil to 1 in 100 million other samples found in the same chuck of rock, these other samples are not part of the fossil in the record and may be way older that the matching fossil sample.

Like you are getting dirt in a bucket of samples from all past land formations that is sifted by the Earth meaning that the rock is not dateable anyway, there are too many past rock formations that have been sifted to determine an actual date making the Earth way older to even be able to count it.

When they find a fossil sample they only match it to 1 of the dirt particles in the bucket of 100 million, then they throw the rest of the data out.

The rest of the data is the mixed rock of the Earth from all past land formations making the dirt unreadable.

They are only matching a trace element in the rock sample to match the fossil to a specific known land formation from the "bucket samples". 

The other dirt in the bucket is made up of too much sifted dirt from the planet to be able to actually date the record because it is not "one core sample" that they have discovered.

The core sample has been sifted, which is unaccounted for in Plate Tectonics / Carbon Dating.



Saturday, November 23, 2019

What The Crap Is Going On In Good Will Hunting?

Come On Will Hunting, Get Your Shit Together
Everyone knows the argument but who really won the bar debate in Good Will Hunting?

Well according to www.barstoolsports.com the Ponytail Guy did. 

I mean this must be a big issue in bars and stuff especially around Harvard University or something and places like that at the University bar scene. I mean come on, if you're at the bar near the University like in the movie you need to know this material before you get dumbassed by some fist year grad student like this "ponytail guy". 

Come off it man, that guy would have humiliated Ben Affleck if Matt Damon wasn't there with that grad school act. 

Barstoolsports.com thinks that the Polytail guy won, but why? 

What you have to understand is they are arguing that Matt Damon is resorting to violence to win an intellectual debate, not cool at the grad school at all plus not only that he make a hypocrite of himself by doing the same thing as the Ponytail Guy to win the argument.

Well it's like this...Matt Damon won the argument if he wanted the girls phone number which he got but he made an ass out of himself by resorting to violence to do it.  

Not only that Matt Damon knew the larger volume of material to lay the smack down on him which the Ponytail Guy didn't know yet as he was a new Grad Student. 

In the bar argument Matt Damon actually doesn't prove anything, he actually just discredits the Ponytail Guy and threatens to beat him up at the point being a student he backs out not wanting any physical harm.

According to www.barstoolsports.com Matt Damon wins by showing that the Ponytail Guy is only quoting from a book which Damon calls "plagiarism" because he tries to win the argument by not offering his own opinion on the topic and is only quoting from the class material.

The argument is that Matt Damon lost the argument because he did the same thing quoting from a text from a higher class and also did not offer his own opinion...and winning the argument.

Obviously Matt Damon is a prick because maybe he may have just did that on purpose because he won without telling the guy his own theoretical opinion keeping it a secret from him which the Ponytail Guy didn't know.

Not only that, The Ponytail Guy also may have won on other levels I mean he got Matt Damon to reveal the material in the next book in the course which he can now use at the Grad School to make himself look even smarter, not a smart move Hunting telling him what the next section of the material is.

However, he may have just did that to gain acceptance with the grad students to show them he knew his books too when they went later and looked up the text to see Damon's answer. 

The important thing here is Matt Damon didn't reveal his own conclusions on the topic to the Ponytail Guy which he could have stolen from Matt Damon for his Grad Thesis or something.

I can understand why www.barstoolsports.com is making a big deal about this, this is a pretty close debate. I mean who is going to win the rich grad student with everything going for him or the smarter guy who can't afford to go to school or something.

All right fine then, the article cites that Damon lost the argument because the rich guy didn't have to resort to violence to get a girls phone number plus he has a better life anyway and is already at the grad school so he just backs out. Again his better upbringing taught him that it's not worth it to fight that bad to get a girls phone number so he just backs out...ouch Matt Damon, you definitely lost that part.  

From the Ponytail Guy's perspective come off it Will Hunting get it together, if you're that smart why don't you come down to the Grad School and argue about it in the class with the rest of us, plus don't be arguing to get a girls phone number man...that's not Grad School material, so are you coming to class or what Will Hunting?

Obviously, that is the whole source of Will Huntings frustrations...he has a bad upbringing and no money but is super gifted...that is probably the source of his "lashing out" on people and arguing at the University Bar. 

Plus, the Ponytail Guy probably knows who he is and is "trying to see what he's about" hanging around at the Grad School , not only that I mean the guy is a new grad student at Harvard University man, nobody else made it...I'd be full of myself too. 

The point here is the Ponytail Guy is going around at the University Bar scene quoting text's from Grad Class to meet girls, totally lame so he lost that part of the argument but you gotta start somewhere if you wanna meet girls I guess. 

So who won the argument? Well I say that the Ponytail Guy probably did because he's doing Will Hunting a favor to "set him off" so he can make the right decision to leave and go get his life together and be more like the him, the Ponytail Guy, which is what Will Hunting want's anyway and he runs away at the end of the movie.

Come on Will Hunting, get it together...if you want a rematch get your shit together and meet me down at the Grad School next year and debate me in the classroom if you want to win the real argument and then hang out with all the Grad Students at Harvard. 

If he's that smart he should be in the Ponytail Guys class next semester if he can get his shit together. 

The point here is what is the argument anyway...well it's something I'm also familiar with...The Economy Of The Southern Colonies Before And After The American Revolution.

Let's take a look...and yes Will Hunting I like them apples very much, see you next semester dumbass.   

Ponytail Guy stats that the Market Economy of the Southern Colonies before the American Revolution was Pre-Capitalist Agrarian meaning....Farming run by slavery for cotton picking etc. and not a capitalist economy with financial markets which is correct. 

So the answer is farming driven by slavery.

Then Will Hunting interrupts and then says he be studying the "entrepreneurial and capitalist" economies of some colonies in the 1740's later next month.  

Obviously, from the look on his face Ponytail Guy is impressed with this debate and the knowledge of Will Hunting who just totally burned him in the debate and stands there looking for more.

Will Hunting then says next year in Grad School he'll be learning about "Pre-revolutionary Utopia" they envisioned before the Revolution...thanks Will Hunting, I'm gonna go read that for this blog and fill you all in later because just like Ponytail Guy I'm not familiar with all the either.

Will Hunting burns him again and me as well because I needed to go look it up, we're probably both thinking the same thing..."What is this man, some kind of street smart grad program? I gotta get in on this right away". 

Then they discuss the effects of the Military Mobilization on Capitalism in the United States meaning how the Military effected the Capital Economy to launch in the United States, which is one of my main topics on this blog.

Ponytail Guy chimes in saying he knows the material, but he didn't and gets burned again by Will Hunting on the effects of inherited wealth in the British Colonies, like the land owners family money from England and the Colonies European settlers.

Then Will Hunting totally lays the smack down by accusing him of Plagiarism to win an argument, when he did the same thing from a higher level university textbook to discredit him and he didn't know because he never read the material yet...ouch, that is the worst burn I even seen in a University bar scene argument.

Will Hunting then burns him bad because he says he wasted $150 Thousand Dollars to learn all that for stuff you can learn at the Library for free.

Unfortunately for Will Hunting he is then burned bad even worse by the Ponytail Guy...which is Will's whole problem...Ponytail Guy will have a degree and a good job later, no one is hiring from a free education at the public library...you need the degree to go with it, meaning get it together Will man, if you wanna come down here to hang out with us at the Grad School.

Ponytail Guy then backs out of the fight taking the higher ground because he knows Will Hunting has had a hard life and is smart and wants to come to class but has no money and gives him some space because he comes from a good background.

Obviously, Ponytail Guy was impressed with the whole encounter and knows Will is going through a hard time and says everything is cool and probably loves them apples because he's motivating Will to get a good job to pay his tutition and will be down there next year to debate them in class at the Grad School.


Friday, November 22, 2019

NEWS ALERT: Chemical Substances & Scorpion Attack At Sobeys Stores

Halifax Police Injured In Chemical Exposure At Sobeys
When I first read this story I didn't know where the store was at but it turned out to be at Sobeys on Portland Street in Dartmouth (Halifax) I think at the location of their new Sobeys Office Building at Penhorn near my neighbourhood, around Woodlawn at the Woodlawn Plaza down the hill from my apartment building.

I first read the story this morning and then I took a walk down there and it later turned out to be at the Sobeys store and new office building I think.

A woman and three Police Officers were taken to the Hospital to treat their injuries from the chemical substances, when I first read that I thought it was an anthrax terrorist attack but they said there was no threat.

I ran down there right away to Portland Street to take a look because I thought there was an anthrax attack, it turned out to be at the Sobeys store and their new office building I think.

At the same time there was scorpion attack at a Sobeys store in Saskatoon, Saskatchewan...someone put a scorpion inside a package of blueberries at the Sobeys store which turned out to be dead in the package, where they got the scorpion I have no idea. 


No Way!


Wednesday, November 20, 2019

FICTION: The Catalyst


Fictional Short Story by Jason MacKenzie

The Catalyst was a local man in every way, if fact he thrived in the environment of a small community...here he could make big changes.

"This town's not ready for me." he said to himself.

The Catalyst browsed through the local news papers looking for stories that similared his opinion, searching for that matching article of his local endeavors.

"It has to be here somewhere" he marooned.

 He was searching for stories of his impact in the local community, a news paper story, snippit or anything to grasp on to.

The Catalyst brought change and he knew it, he was secretly bettering the community through violent intervention.

His goal was simple...to bring positive change into the community by committing local crimes.

He searched the newspaper..."There must be something in here." he muttered. "But where?".

No one was writing about his crimes in the local paper.

"I have to get myself in the local news." he stamped.

The Catalyst was on a crime spree, changing the local community he envisioned by committing crimes.

"After the town fixes all the terrible things I have done it will be a better place here, then I will be responsible for bettering the community." he said pounding what was left of the desk he sanded by accident in the workshop.

"Something has to give here." he said.

The Catalyst brought change is what he told himself, he wanted credit for making the town a better place...how he did this, his means...were violent.

His goal was to force the town to put in new changes...better hospitals, schools and churches that he would get credit for after he ruined the old ones.

"When the town fixes my damages to the Hospital I will get credit for making this a better community."

The Catalyst felt it was his job to commit crimes, thus making it a better community when the local government fixed what he had broken.

That is what he had longed for...credit....credit for being an upstanding citizen who helped the local community, then people would finally respect him.

"When everyone see this I will be super popular" he said, "although I can never take credit. Instead I will hint around at it to everyone I know looking for them to acknowledge my awardness over them." he chanted.

He searched every local story but to no avail.

"There is nothing in these papers about anything being broken" he confounded.

Then finally he saw something....the headline read "Local Boy Summons Great Expectations".

"This has got to be about me." he went on about.

For days he repeated himself to everyone hinting at taking credit for the article content, but no one seemed to care.

"No one will credit me for my doingness in the paper." he muffed. "Something has got to change, after all I am the Catalyst." he briefly concluded.

He searched the town looking for crimes to commit watching windows, doors, public buildings and wooden boxes.

"None of these stories are big enough to make the paper." he complained.

Alas, he had to be careful not to get caught yet be wound up with local criminals. Jail is something he most wanted to avert.

"There has to be one big score." he said "For my crimes to make the news then I will get credit for helping everyone." he dumbfounded.

He searched and searched but nothing would give...broken windows, ruined mailboxes, punchered packages at the local supermarket...nothing that would be covered in the news.

He questioned himself  "The more things change the more I stay the same."

This is what The Catalyst sought the most...to change himself to be a bigger deal to the public, but he was having no luck.

Everything changed around The Catalyst yet he still managed to stay the same.

"All these articles and nothing about me." said The Catalyst.

"Everything is changing but I am not getting my attention to better myself...morons they must be printing all these articles in the news everyday but not acknowledging my effects on the local community."  he articulated.

The Catalyst complained that they did not reference him in the paper, "Local boy summons great expectations." he complained sarcastically "Yeah, but they did not mention me."

He was not a patient man The Catalyst, he needed acknowledgement right away for bettering the community through violence, but the credit was not coming.

He returned to his workshop unacknowledged by those around him.

"I will have to keep trying and committing crimes." he said.

"Someday everyone will know that I am the real catalyst in this community." he continued.